is there anyone out there for me?

It be so long that i didnt update my blog cos i dun know wat to write.

my work is not going anywhere, no client and all my design turn out wrongly.
My workshop have to do a lot of alter so that can meet the client need.
I feel so bad.

Think i cannot be a desiger lah. guess i should go back to an office job. it might seen better.
Wat u think?

I met up with Mike on Monday and we have dinner.
I dun know wat to talk to him, and he seem to have a better life even without me..
so i think it ok lah, we dun need to go back like last time liao.
then that night, Daniel rejected to be my Dear.
he said he not into it YET. and he young and busy.
so he dun want to be.
it hurt me deep.
As if i'm not young, not busy like that.

Nevermind lo
i alway believe there someone out there for me.. if lah..

Guess i only can be alone ba.

I have my fitting on wed for client. the evening gown turn out to be so wrong.
and i dun like it at all
during the fitting Minda have to help me with it.
i feel so lousy
it the second evening gown that the design go wrong again.
sob sob
i dun know can i be designer ma?
i keep thinking of it
think i should find another job ba

or i juz go study lo

i really dun know

i feel like talkin to mike, but i dun dare
so i sms him..
he only sms me back, guess he busy with someother thing
so i think i all by myself again
keke

but it ok
there alway some one out there for me
so yah ...