Wat We Want?

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Are we sure of what we want in life?
or we jux follow each other foot step?
Are we juz envy of other and think this is the life that we are seeking for?
Are we jux lost or are we sure wat we want?
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Having dinner with mike,
alway think it a nice thing to have dinner with him cos we can share everything
but after the cat fight, everything change
i dun think i can be so open to him
i need to be more tone down on the way i talk as he dun like the way i talk last time.

We went shopping and juz like last time. never feel bored with him beside me
keke
then we have dinner at Fish & Co
the food is HORRBLE and .......
but we have a great conversion.

He talk about him life now without the str8 guy and seeing an older man, etc.
i was so envy.

His life is alway full with pple coming into him life.
I my is alway empty i dun have pple comin into my life

He think it all wrong
i think it great

He think to love
i think i wanna be love

so guess we have different stand now.

After the dinner i walk with him to the bus stop and i told him i so envy of him
and he said he better to be me, being single.

Cos at least when we go older we can get use of our singlehood.
so lame

Now i wanan be attached and he wanan be single

Are we heading to wat we wan?
or juz envy other on what we dun have?

Guess i better keep a distance from him, if not all my though will go hair wire
keke