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This section is for my old friend that find his new life.
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We are all enclose in our world of other peoples' expectation. but why dun we just open out and get a new life and enjoy the air other there.
Or is better to close the other half of our life to ourselve and then other half to the world?
so it a fitty fitty or wat?
couldnt we juz enjoy our life and dun care of wat other pple expection of us?
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I went to Herren to buy a pant for Alan with Andrew.
guess that the most stupid thing that i have done.
and when going down the stair, Mike saw me. and i juz walk off and he talk to Andrew.

Then we went clubbing, Mike sms me why i juz walk away and didnt talk to him.

I didnt reply.

in the club, a guy hug me.
it Don....
hmmm a guy that i know for nine years and i alway tot he str..
and now he in a gay club. kissing and hugging other guy.. guess he open out himself to the world liao.
But he still too pure, so i force to sent him home, i dun wan that guy to bully him..

then next day evening, i talk to a guy on my msn. i know him for one year and he alway dun wanna trade no, and he gave me his number tat evening..
Hmmm, think he open himself to me liao.

After thinking, i sms Mike, tell him that i walk away cos i dun wanan fake it.
and he sme me, saying is tis all that you have in mind?
i reply, u dun wanna to talk over or open yourself to me, and wat you expect me to do..
and the sms die........
Mike closed the door

Late in the nite, i talk to the guy tat give me his Handphone no. we chat for about 2hours.
He told me he shy, but he talk a lot, and told me of his outdoor fun, etc..
So is he shy or he wanna open himself to me?

Sigh..
Why he juz couldnt open himself to me...
why do i need to open myself to him...
but i still care for him...

Pic of the day





Tis is my first gown that i use for my first photoshot for Female
i beaded the bodie for 2days..
So hard working rite?